righthandstand: (the way it just (clenches fist))
Okuyasu Nijimura || 虹村 億泰 ([personal profile] righthandstand) wrote2018-05-03 05:46 pm

IC Poetry Journal for [community profile] melodiesofeternity

Some days
I want to punch things
With The Hand
And make them disappear
But I have to wonder
Whether it's that same void
I'm trying to fill
(written by Prof)


Have you seen my father?
Violent
Misshapen
Mindless
Grotesque
You can't miss him

But I do.
(written by Prof)


Where are you going?
I don't know
What do you want to do with your life?
I don't know
I don't know
"Pick you own path"
But I never had a choice
I'm lost
Like a kid separated from his parents
Alone
I don't recognize where I am
Where do you live?
In a house, somewhere far away
I can't explain how to get there
I remember my bed
I remember my friends
But I shouldn't say too much
How will you get home?
I don't know
Do you want to stay?
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know


And I fell
Can't stop the ground from moving
but with a bit of magic
I can


I saw a flower yesterday
Alone on a barren patch of soil
I felt bad for it
Having no one to talk to
But maybe it likes it this way


This is my home
Rotting, flimsy, hidden
Worth less than nothing
I am at peace
Clean and sturdy buildings
foreign and sterile
I don't belong here


Everything disappears
time takes away your home and friends
until everything is stars


Broken furniture
branches
vases
books
aftermath of rage
fragile as bones


I have earned a normal life
going to school
buying groceries
living in a house
getting a job
living to old age
that's normal
but not to me


Blanket of sunbeams
Bedding made of soil and leaves
Afternoon cat nap


Black on black
purple on black, black on purple
Purple on purple, black and blue
Without borders, without end
In front of my eyes
All over me
Inescapable Memories